Thursday, July 01, 2010
Day 2. Yday was another tiring day perhaps physically as well. Took the time to explore around the vessel. Went up and down through the engine room, went back n forth to check on the cargo hold. Basically the brown army admin shirt that I was wearing inside was totally soaked through with sweat. But funny thing is how I never drop much weight lol, perhaps the eating made e lost equal.
It is good to be doing such tiring work, at least it allows my mind to be occupied with other matters. But e moment i dread the most will always come and that is at night. Each night I find myself struggling hard to sleep, and the mind will slowly fade into dreamland only when exhaustion starts to seep in. I am trying harder and harder not to think, but each time I fail. Pictures and messeges of u still linger on. And it is funny how I can wake up in e middle of the night only to find myself checking my email thru my phone. Day 1 and day 2 have passed by, whether it would day 100 plus or even more, I would not know becos all these times, I have never forgetten about you.
Silly to say, there is no audience around here but me yet I just wish to say, I really do miss you and hope that you are happy.
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